秒速５センチメートル

Byōsoku Go Senchimētoru

5 Centimeters Per Second

To desperately and blindly stretch out our hands towards the heavens,

to launch such a big mass into the sky,

and to fix our eyes on something in the darkness of the far reaches of space.

Even if only a little, i've come to realize why Tohno-kun seemed so different from the other boys.

And at the same time, i also came to the full understanding that Tohno-kun...

...would never look at me.

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Tohno-kun has always

...been looking at something far beyond, far higher than me.

I counld never give Tohno-kun that which he desires.

Even so..

Even so, i'm sure that even when tomorrow comes, or the day after, or thereafter,

i will still be helplessly in love with Tohno-kun

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But even if we were to exchange a thousand emails...

...our hearts would probably not move even one centimeter closer together.

it's always about that unrequited love.

sparing spaghetti for noche buena this year

it's christmas eve!! yay!!

but this is the christmas season that i wasn't able to feel the christmas spirit that much. even if it's the christams vacation (the last christmas vacation) from the university, my groupmates and i need to work on our thesis. and when this is over, just a few more steps.. and i'll be kicking my way off from being a student, sounds fun and scary at the same time..

i have many thoughts now, so please be patient with my blabbing..

i'm still on the process of downloading the music station super live of ALL JE (i'm still thinking if i'll dl kat-tun as well, hehe). i'm late, yes.. because i haven't been seated in front of the pc for 3 days.. it's so unfortunate. still, the thesis is to be blamed.. ehhhhhh..

i've only watched the NewS perf.. i'm so happy that koyama dyed his hair black already and i think it's shorter. it suits him better than his previous hairstyle. ryo-chan tripped. HAHA. the kid, with futher enthusiasm, tripped because of himself. HAHA. they all look like they were having so so so much fun.. it was a good year for NewS, i'm hoping they'll have a lot more good years..

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LOOK WHAT I FOUND FROM OUR LOCAL GROCERY:

when i laid eyes on it, though i was extermely broke, i immediately bought it for the love of eito..

it tastes so much different from the usual locally-made yakisoba.

it tastes like ryo. haha

I ATE EITO'S YAKISOBA. WAHAHAHA

AND THIS IS RYO'S VERSION

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i'm ultimately happy that it started with a kiss has a second season airing already.

yay!!!!

back in the arms of zi shu and xiang qin.

this is a taiwanese drama that has a great part in my heart!!

and the first episode for They Kissed Again, was very sweet. i really love this pair. i can't get enough of it really. and the love scene.. woah.. joe cheng.. please be mine. haha

and i'll be watching the second episode later.. i'm soooooo excited!!!

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a few days earlier than christmas, this is the most WASAK present i've ever received.

oh dear Lord.

THIS IS THE COMBOEST OF ALL THE COMBO. -r. esguerra

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Merry Christmas Everyone!!!

at this exact time 10:01 pm. december 18, 2007. i am saying this, one time, big time: i will never ever term that someone as my first love. ever again. period.

christmas bells are ringing.. bangbangbang

i am nothing but frustrated.

Christmas wishlist

(would santa know that this is a cure to my asthma?)

1. kanjani8's 47 dvd

2. kanjani8's photobook

3. kanjani8's 2008 calendar

4. NewS' s 2008 calendar

5. kanjani8's 47 dvd

6. kanjani8's 47 dvd

7. kanjani8's 47 dvd

8. ryo nishikido (with tacchon)

9. ryo nishikido

10. ryo nishikido

is this a greedy wishlist?

NO.

Merry Christmas everyone!!!

tragic coincidences?

what has happened to me?

i just came from a 4-day community immersion (where i had a chance to have an 8-hour sleep. wow.) and i am so sick right now. i just need to lay down my thoughts about some things. no, not japanese things..

well. when i first heard about this news from a classmate my first thought was.. "oh, gossips.." then that night, though i needed to leave the house at 5 am, i really had to search for this news. and then truth came. and i was late (this probably describes how much attention i give to japan fandom, that i forget all other things i adored before it), because it was about 2 months ago. anyways, what's done is done. the kid disregarded safe sex and created a sperm and ovum meeting. fertilization at age 19. teenage pregnancy. we can't escape from pre-marital sex lines.

no. i'm not affected. truthfully.

term it right. i'm bothered. they're young, real young. and if you'll look at an ouside perspective into their lives, they have so much more that life can offer as youth. sobrang nakakapanghinayang. then now, they need to tick married for civil status, they stay in one bed at night, they wake up in the wee hours of the morning becuase of their daughter's cry. though they wouldn't admit it, they're restrained. starting the day they said thier vows, their tied.

do i sound bitter? haha

um. probably the right answer is "sort of". no, not because i used to stalk jai (honestly, i like klaire for jai), but because, they are blessed with so many things in life (i probably can't enumerate all) and it seems like with the action they did, they threw away opportunities that would require them as being single. and everybody can say A LOT OF OPPORTUNITIES that is. they seem to be happy though. so who am i to judge?

all i can do is wish them luck. (well, they're rich so, it wouldn't bother them if the price of milk increases).

and i forgot to say.. their daughter's birthday is the same as mine. wow.