stolen from someone else's blog

The Rules:
1. Write something about 15 different people.
2. You can NOT say who they are.
3. If someone asks you which one is about them, you can NOT tell.

1. i don't think i'd want to see you anytime soon. i'm still searching for me.

2. nope, i'm not interested to hear your bundle of stories.

3. libre!!! sumesweldo hindi nanlilibre. che

4. you know, there's life outside being a fan of your hailed idol. duh.

5. go loose it. i don't care anymore and i think i'll stop caring for you and the others for a while more. i have long been uninterested with your nonstop stories about your bf. i missed who you used to be. and how we used to be. i don't think i'd want to see or hear anything from you anytime soon.

6. you sutil little girl. you still don't know how to talk properly, so don't go pushing buttons you're not supposed to push. (my downloads!!!!)

7. where on earth are you?

8. it's okay. there are also upsides of being single. i hope you'll recover soon.

9. aishiteru. news wa kanojo honto ni desu ka? demo, whatever it may be, atashiwa suki da you. eien ni.

10. happy bassday...

11. i still don't know when i'll be able to talk to you normally again. hopefully, soon. but i'm too unpredictable and ma-pride to put that into action.

12. i'm so sorry. i can't reply to your message because i'm in a intrapesonal conflict, and most particularly i don't want to hear stories about that certain aspect of people.

13. yeah, you deserve more than someone who can't even say a simple thank you.

14. forever and ever, i'll be thankful for your listening. you're the only one who cared to listen.

15. why are you red? and your eyes are bulging. LOL.

the word tarmac was popular

I am a hero.
I do what I believe is right.
I do what I believe is good.
I fight for justice.
I fight for freedom.
I am a hero.
In a big way, in a small way.
In my own way.
I am a hero.
I am Ninoy.

iamninoy.com

sky key

yep. i am still alive.

and because i am a victim of total intra and interpersonal chaos, i think i somehow changed from what i used to be. woah.

well, anyway, i refused to have access to a computer nor to an internet for more than six weeks i think. so the rumor of ryo having a real-life girlfriend didn't struck me much.

damn. i am definitely losing grip of japan fandom (and of a lot of other things).

but i refuse to turn my back. fandom is the only thing that made me happy. then it was taken away from me. so probably i am in my recovery period right now. and i am hoping i'll still be able to make fandom as my only happy thing. (yes, i have a very shitty, dull and sad real life. sad but true.)

so ryo has a real-life girlfriend huh?

anyway, i hope from this day forward i can return to my previous self. i know it wasn't healthy, but i was contented with the happiness japan fandom provides during those days. i want to go back that way.

drunk and swollen catching shit

i hope there will come a day that i'll get tired of giving symbolisms.

yes, i was never brave enough. to speak. to cry in front of others.

will likely to cause significant changes.


these past few weeks, i had reasons why i wanted to badly get out of the country.
1. increasing fare and oil prices.
2. i am broke
3. japan
4. joligs

your purpose is to be the purpose

i am getting addicted in making gif.

this is an inspirational one.





:)